letting go

it's been a week, nothing new from you. so i guess that answers the question. really hoped it was all a test, but i failed that test long ago. i hope to understand someday, understand why you chose a silent goodbye. probably never will, though. i don't know why life caused us to meet. don't know what to do with what i've learned. some people say there's a reason for everything. maybe so. the counselor told me that i'm not depressed, because i do get passionate about some things, but she said i seem to choose what things to be passionate about. i chose you, or maybe chose you to be my reason for changing what needed to be changed. i'm sorry i couldn't have been what you needed, sorry that i couldn't be there when you needed a friend. sorry that i offered you love that was impossible to accept. but i know that you are strong, and you will be okay...don't need me to see you through. so i'm going to let you go now, get on with my life. i always hope the best for you. seems like there should be something else to say, but i can't think of what it is. you take care, okay?