crossing center

maybe you wonder sometimes why you told me things, and maybe now you regret being so open. but anyway, your secrets are still safe, so don't worry, okay? but i do want you to know that for a time i had a strange...feeling, i guess. premonition, almost. on my daily drive to work, at some point i usually see some driver drift over the center line. usually not by much, but enough to make me notice. happens almost every day. so i began to think, if i see that every day, if there are that many drivers that only half pay attention, then what are the odds? one of these days i will be in the wrong place at the wrong time, and that will be it. if that happened you would never know. all that you would know is that i stopped writing. so, i made an arrangement for my sis to let you know if something like that happens. it's okay, though, she's all about keeping secrets. feels foolish now. i didn't tell her much, okay? just that we both needed a friend, and we were friends for each other. nothing more. anyway, i could drag this out, but there's no point. someday you may get a call. i'm sorry. i had good intentions.