forgotten
went for a walk yesterday. said a prayer for someone i've never met, and said one for you too. don't know if God accepts my prayers anymore. so far away, it's all i can do. seems so...small, nothing. those of us that wait for words, we ache and ache, and never know if it will ever stop. we walk around numb, and wonder when our lives will begin. is it so much we ask? how are we to know, is it time to move on, or hang on? so we just go on, carry on, stumble on and crumble into life. the days seem to drag, but then we see that they have flashed by like windows on the tram, and we could never catch a glimpse of the one face we longed to see. somebody tell me, are we forgotten here? is no one coming back for me? i thought someone would, hoped they would. thought i meant something to them... they meant so much to me...meant everything to me.
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This is bittersweet. I have felt this way. I am so glad that I found new faces to search for in crowds. Yours is one of mine... perhaps on a cyber level, but still... it is real!
sometimes cyber is more "real" to me than those around me. in cyber, i reveal more of me, and i think i'm more honest.
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